I had a terrible day. Very nervous. Leting everything get to me. Letting others negitive thoughts pull me down. I have a feeling it has a bit too do with my thyroid meds. Amour thyroid is not avalible at my low dose. Ony the higher one. Much higher. I talked my doctor into ordering it for me and I'm taking a quater pill which is twice as much as my usual dose. I looked online at hyperthyroidism and its my be what I'm feeling. I'm going to let it go for a couple of days then start back on the lowest dose.Today I felt like I was having a mini nervous breakdown. It was not pleasent at all. It was a waste of my time and thoughts. Mostly negitive and dark.
Tomorrow I'm going to do a turn around. I'll write about it later to see how my desire of this great day has turned around.
As I look at myself, I see myself evolving into someone better.As I loook back on who I was and challenges in my life, i do see a better, happier girl. I must stay on track. My list of dos is long but I must roll up my sleves and tackle my obsicals. I must go back to what works. That is pray, faith, work towards my goals, and what I can't do myself, I let God help me with the rest.
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