I had a good morning at the pancake Christmas breakfast. helped serve and visit. I thought i had a productive day. I wanted so badly to do something fun.The afternoon was quiet. I don't want to feel so lonely. I went to get some food. I didn't go to a movie. I really wanted to be around people. Called a couple of friends. Didn't work out to do something with them.
My son and I had a argument. He thinks I eat badly and that why I'm sick. I think I limit my sweets, no smoking or drinking alcohol. Not good enough. That brought my mood down to below zero. I cried quite a bit.
Feeling fat, feeling sick, feeling hopeless, feeling very lonely.
Then remembering I'm a daughter of God, feeling more attractive, feeling hopeful, feeling loved by God.
Remembering others are not perfect, we must continue to love others even we are feelings are hurt.
We must not give up hope. Hope is the perfect love of Christ.
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