I woke up late as usual. Got to Church on time for Sacrement meeting. Afterwards the primary (under age 12) stayed in the Chapel for rehearsal for next Sundays Program.
I was called to teach the eight year olds about six weeks ago. When ever I get a calling, its just the right place for me. The leaders pray for guidence and call those they feel promted to call for each position. My Church is all volunteer. No one, not even the leadership is payed. I haven't had a position for a long time. Not since I began treatment for hcv.
Day was so lovely. The songs the children have learned are so beautiful. The words, the melody. As I took in the moment, I knew God lives, and Jesus lives. My relationship with my savior has been personal. Its brought me much simple peace in a world with complications. I have not always had this. So now that I do, its precious to me.
When I came home, I cooked dinner. A pot of chili. I cleaning my nightstand. I cleaned the dishes and counters. The health was back. My nightstand had so much dust. Its an embassesment even it no one sees it but myself. I've been so unwell. I don't like living like this. There is no one to help me, so I have to live like this. The days, like to day, I feel so happy to clean. Simple pleasure. Its a pleasure thoses that are sick for a lengthy time, who begin to have health, understand. Its when you feel alive again. I'm learning to be guarded about the days ahead. If I'm feeling good, they I'm thrilled. If I expect it, I may have great disappointment. These are the times, I would love my Mom here. She would clean for me and take care of me. It is an extra burden of stress when you have a unorganized environment. It stresses me. I'm grateful today was a good day.
I do want to add, I went to my Churches Single Conference last night. It was a dance. I danced. It was wonderful. I think I danced like a crazy woman that doesn't get out much. After six dances I was finished. Saw some friends. I talked to them. So I'm feeling better.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
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