I will check back now and then

I need to start journaling on another site. I will be back now and then. I'm sure this won't be the end of my adversities. This is what I'm on earth for. To be tried and tested.

Now I wake up in the morning. I wonder what is this. This feeling of health. I can arise and get going. Its a miracle. Why do some miracles take time. They just do. I was praying for health and this time I promised to do good with it.

Had a great day.

I went to a Relief Society conference today. We had four mini classes in the morning. I was late so I went to one class on Adult children called Love them, love yourself. Wonderful teacher. Then I helped make little hats for preemie babies in the hospitals. Also did some coloring and cutting for teaching materials for children. Not sure where its going. After that we had lunch. It was so good. I was able to visit with lots of friends and meet new friends. I was one of the last ones to leave plus I helped put up chairs. Honestly, my health has returned. Those quiet moments I'm full of gratitude.

Cautiously optimistic

I'm feeling well today. I now completely understand what wellness feels like. Today I did more to get my SRV ready to sell.My SUV is actually worth more then the Lexus. But the Lexus is meant for me. Its a wonderful car. I look at it and I think of how my sister in law loves me. Also I can see how God knows my needs. It will always be a reminder. Tonight I went to the Temple with my ward. Then I went to a party afterwards. Lots of wonderful pies there. I tasted several of them. Afterwards I wasn't tired like I usually am. i was one of the last ones to leave. Now I'm home in bed.. I wanted to document my good news. I have been praying to feel better for a long time. Others were praying for me. The timing was right. I'm more grateful now since I've had a tough time with the post treatment.I don't want to take my health for granted again. Its a gift. I'm planning on making a trip to Dallas to see my doctor for a follow up. Maybe in April. Its a shame he is far from Phoenix. Just thankful I know him and can get to him. A few weeks ago, I had the desire to serve a Mission if I became healthy. Now I feel I can. So that will be my goal. It will happen. It will be a teaching the Gospel Mission, not a humanitarian mission. Although some humanitarian work is always needed along with teaching at some missions. For example all the Missionaries in Haiti are helping the quake victims during the relief efforts.

No all over pain.
No trouble breathing
No fatigue
No brain fog

Wide awake

I haven't been a morning person for years. That is mainly due to health reasons. this morning I'm awake. I'm feeling fairly good. Its a problem since its not :normal" for me. I'll have to make a longer list of things I can accomplish in a day. Nice.
The only thing I'm suffering from seems to be allergies. Its common this time of year. the orange blossoms will be out soon. Feb through March is the time of year most everyone has allergie symptoms.

feeling so much better

Had a great day. This week I gained a student. She is in 8th grade. she is at a difficult school. Wasn't sure I could help her, but I did. today I found out the problems with my car. Then got my hair colored, when I received an email from a friend about another friend that needs to earn money by doing hair. I thought to myself.... I do have a little money now to pass to someone else. Such a wonderful feeling to know I can help. I was then invited to see River Dance with my friends. Had so much fun. I'm beginning to feel well. Also beginning to have faith in God to provide things I need. Its been a difficult year. I've continued to be as positive as possible. Little by little things are working out.
How thankful I am for my problems. They have strengthened me and my children. I've had to put all my heart and trust in my Heavenly Father. I've seen miracles. Its been the worse year but the best year.

I'm very hopeful these supplements I got from my doctor in Texas are doing the job. My mind is definitely clearer. Now my energy is coming back. The pain problem seems to be lifting. I'm cautiously optimistic.